Not so fast.

We had our home study visit with our case worker on Thursday to reopen our home for foster care. We went through our piles of paper work to make sure everything was there. A quick scramble to reprint the form Ali had torn the corner off of, print our her adoption decree (and explain that no, we still don’t have a birth certificate for her even though her adoption was finalized 7 months ago…), and print out our 14 pages of 2011 tax returns to attempt to prove that Jason, who does not get pay stubs because he’s self-employed, does indeed make money.

Then we moved on to the home tour and inspection. Tennessee Department of Children’s Services has been in the news a lot lately and it hasn’t been good news… That seemed like a valid excuse for our case worker to open every drawer and cabinet in our kitchen to make sure there was nothing potentially harmful within reach of a small child. The child lock on our knife drawer failed. When she yanked on it, it popped right open. So we spent a good 10 minutes talking about the danger of knives, potential scenarios and possible solutions. Jason insists on fixing the lock. Her suggestion was to put the knives up high, which to me, means they’re still accessible to a determined child AND I’m more likely to drop one on my head while I’m cooking dinner.

We also need doors or a more invasive metal screen on our fireplace. I thought this might be the case. Ours has a metal mesh screen and since the safety checklist said “fireplace screens or guards are in place” I thought it was worth a try. Glass doors for our extra wide fireplace cost $1500-3000 so…yeah. I’m hoping that a big ugly metal screen will get the job done.

Honestly, I was surprised by the things that were meticulously inspected while other things (that seemed important in our first home approval 2 years ago) were just glanced at or discussed this time around. We were also surprised to find out that Jason has a black mark on his criminal record from a speeding ticket in Virginia 7 years ago.

But nothing was more surprising than to find out that some people at the DCS office are still upset about how things went down 18 months ago which led up to a judge taking Ali out of state care and giving us custody so we could adopt her. It seems there’s been a game of telephone going on around the office and the story has, in Jason’s words, turned us into the Giant Purple People Eater. (In other words, the story has been twisted over time.) We got slapped on the hand and warned “don’t do that again, or else…” I have to admit, I’m kind of proud of the fact that we still have a reputation around the office after all this time. Jason asked if the person who approves our home study knows about everything that happened and her response was “EVERYBODY knows.”

Let the records show: We never broke any of their policies; we passionately questioned a policy that was broad and obscure because it didn’t seem to be in the best interest of the child in our care. I would not hesitate to do that again. We take it seriously when they tell us to advocate for the child and we’ll do that, even if it’s messy. Clearly we were not the only ones who felt their policy was in conflict with Ali’s best interest and ultimately it was the magistrate who made the call. We had not even asked for custody (we didn’t know we had the right). So as far as the accusation that we “went over their heads” … no, we just prayed, spoke our hearts and God went WAY OVER your heads! Also, we did NOT hire an attorney to represent us until after we were given custody and had to peruse private adoption at our own expense. Thankyouverymuch.

It was a little angering, not at our case worker who is sweet but was instructed to give us a warning, but at the system as a whole. Welcome back into our lives DCS drama! More than anything though, it was motivating. It reminded us of why we’re doing this: we are in it for the kids. We will parent, love, protect, nurture and advocate for them for as long as they’re living in our home. We’re not at odds with the system…unless it’s at odds with the child’s best interest. Then you better believe we’re going to do what we’ve been asked to do.

So, I’m pretty confident they’re going to approve our home. As long as a knife drawer, fireplace screen and criminal record for a speeding violation 7 years ago can be resolved. We’ll find out soon enough. The main reason I’m not at all worried about it is that we feel called by God to do this. It’s not fun.* It’s not easy. I’m perfectly content as Ali’s mom and if we simply wanted to have more kids, we’d pop ’em out of my body (assuming it all works down there). We’re in it for the kids because we feel called to care for the fatherless, defend the weak, clothe the naked, house the homeless, feed the hungry, heal the sick. If this doesn’t work out with DCS, I know God will use us in another way. This was His idea first, after all.

*Parenting is fun. Dealing with the child welfare system is not. The kids are worth it.

Tomorrow we’re going to get fingerprinted for the third time in the last two years. We assumed that our prints would never change but apparently the government wants to make sure they’re still the same as they were in May 2011 and January 2012.

I’ll keep you posted if/when we’re approved to start receiving placement calls.


8 Responses to Approved?

  1. anniegoat says:

    This makes me really mad. It sounds to me like they were trying to look for reasons to fail you. Seriously, a speeding record from seven years ago! And I can’t believe they are all talking about you. Someone from the county had to have been there when this went down. They saw what happened. Urgh :l I know our county hates us for what happened with Petunia. We only looked out for our best interest after being burned by the system too many times. It’s not my fault they weren’t keeping us up to date and never made a home visit. Ok rant over. I hope everything works out for you.

  2. Amber says:

    Oh. My. Word. DCS Drama!! That’s craziness that they are all still mad about a situation that wasn’t even your fault in the first place!

    Also I’ll have to admit I laughed a little at this; “I’m perfectly content as Ali’s mom and if we simply wanted to have more kids, we’d pop ‘em out of my body (assuming it all works down there).”

    We are in the same position- so many people freak out and want to know why we don’t try to have our “own” kids first…But this was God’s idea, not ours.

    Hang in there!! However He works it out for you guys I’m sure it will be exciting!!

  3. K says:

    Wow. I can’t believe they are still holding a grudge. Ridiculous. It seems like they would be thrilled to have such dedicated foster parents. The politics of it all are frustrating. Way to keep going and not get discouraged! The kids are worth every piece of paperwork and inspection and precaution 🙂

  4. lifeat807 says:

    Our home inspection would be considered a joke compared to what you endured. We just reopened our license in December, and yes, the drama has begun, but what precious kids we get to love on!

  5. Instant Mama says:

    Oh. My. Word. Unbelievable. I really can’t get over how often it becomes personal – against the foster parents. And like lifeat807, our home inspection would totally be a joke next to yours.

    • mahlbrandt says:

      The State of TN has been under a lot of scrutiny from the media for the number of kids in state custody that have died in the past year. Our case worker said this is the reason for the home meticulous safety check stuff although she didn’t know how the deaths were happening (we’re pretty doubtful they’re because of foster parent negligence… for example a child accidentally stabbing himself with a shish kabob skewer because it was left in a drawer within reach…but just in case, all our pointy metal skewers are now above the refrigerator.)

      • Instant Mama says:

        Our kids came from another state that evidently had a drowning death in the last year. They were freaking out about our pool when they dropped the kids off. But we are certified as is. They had me draw up an additional safety plan just so they could have it for their records. While I feel we could have been asked to do more (based on what I’ve heard is asked of some in other states) I was a little thrown off that an outside state could come in and require more than my state does (which, again, isn’t much). I guess once they hit the headlines everything changes. Good luck in the drama dept!

  6. Farrah Frye says:

    This is one thing I like about our county- it’s privatized. Basically our agency is responsible for our licensing and a liaison between the county and us. They have been great advocates for us, and when a situation arose with our kiddos case where we were unsure if their best interests were being looked after, our agency scheduled a meeting and we all sat down and talked it out. Turns out, it was simply a misundstanding.

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